Why?

Why can't I just not care about anything? Why can't I just do my stupid board game project for sign language that can't possibly bring my grade below an A, without stressing over the whole damn thing? Why do I make such a big deal out of everything? Make it go away :( AND why the hell is it going to rain? It cannot do this to me.
posted by juli @ 7:15 PM

PADRES WIN!!!! I'm so stoked right now. There's no way I'm gonna fall asleep anytime soon. Maybe I'll get my ASL project finished. Woo hoo! *Juli dances in her chair*
posted by juli @ 10:29 PM

Today marked the end of my softball career. In a way, I'm sad, but I'm also so happy to have it over and be "free" again. Now I can do 3 things that I've wanted to do, but 2 of them will take a little mental preparation. I'm excited :)
posted by juli @ 6:49 PM

I hate it when people say they will do something and then decide they don't want to. And by people, I mean at least 3 people, so don't think this is specifically directed at you. I just think it sucks when people say they'll do something if they don't wanna, I mean, just tell me you don't want to, ya know? I dunno, I wish I was telepathic sometimes so I could know what people are actually thinking when they tell me stuff. I don't even know if this is making sense, I'm really tired and pretty out of it right now. Does anyone know what time my softball practice is tomorrow? I should go do homework now. What's wrong with me???
posted by juli @ 11:48 PM

High school formal dances are totally over now. I'm sad. We've still got the senior dance left, but it's not the same...
posted by juli @ 11:41 AM

English is soooo boring! We've resorted to playing cards. Help meeeeeee
posted by juli @ 2:21 PM

Prom was really fun. I had a great night, minus the after party which sucked... mostly because I didn't know those people and so we left fairly early. Prom was still really fun though :)

And Annie and Paul are so cute!
posted by juli @ 4:06 PM

Prom tonight. Woo! Yay for our SARS masks!
posted by juli @ 11:26 AM

I'm getting restless. Softball's got two weeks left (plus more if we make play-offs which I hope we won't). I've got one more week of important things to do at school (AP tests) after that, what's the point? Prom is this Saturday and next Saturday and I'm sooooo excited about both. I got make-up today :). Then summer and vacations and college. None of it is coming soon enough. Backhanded Compliment is playing coffee house on May 20th. So I guess if I make it through this week, I'm good to go. I have a feeling it's gonna be a really long week.
posted by juli @ 4:20 PM

As a follow up to my post a couple months ago, the 5 finalists of the california quarter contest have been decided. Wanna see?
posted by juli @ 5:36 PM